hurhur. not bad la. over the weekend i spent $100+. thanks ah.
there goes my allowance for HALF of March. haha.

spent $30 of the $100+ on a Steadman CD. saw norman and vic excited over it the last time. succumbed to temptation and bought the damn thing (last one on the shelf). like wow. not too bad a deal la... sure kicks the hell out of ur normal $20 cds. no wonder they gave that paul mccartney quote saying that steadman rox. hardcore sial.

got to control on what i type on my blog now. there's a small group of ppl who i DO NOT want reading the blog at all. regret la. don't know how the hell they got my blog. oh well... this blog loses its purpose when i dun haf a proper outlet to vent my unceasing anger.


Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways.
You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you
don't care. But that does not make you a bad
person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I
love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a
little more. Trust me life hurts, most people
who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt.
But don't worry, life is pain, its also
pleasure. Good luck.


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! You are most like An Emerald !
Caring, giving, - and very emotional. You're the
person
people turn to with a problem. You worry about
everybody,
and genuinely want to help - a little too much
sometimes.
As an emerald, you tend to take a more backseat to
the other
gems, but your inner beauty soon captivates those
who take
the time to get to know you.
Congratulations ... You're the selfless gem
everybody needs as a friend.


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not bad for a birthday. i totally lazed around my bed till like 10 then i just stoned around my caveman lair (life without a TV totally sucks) till late afternoon when i actually started doing something productive. went dinner with my family at the conrad singapore restaurant, oscar's. good shit there i must say, it's a semi-buffet dinner at like 40++ per person la. i ate alot of stuff:

6x sushi (sushi for starters. cool stuff eh)
1x popiah
2x main course (rib-eye steak. small pieces. can ask for as much as u want)
1x choco chip ice cream
1x mango juice

like wow. they even gave me a nice square piece of chocolate cake with a candle for my birthday and a free teddy bear that has a chef hat on it. (ok i'm acting like a childish bugger) damn nice i must say. and the staff was friendly la.

always nice spending my birthday with my family. it's like one of those few days when we actually go out and enjoy a proper dinner w/ lots of good food and all. family interaction is always good. =P

and thanks for everyone who sent me SMSes and stuff wishing me a happy birthday, cuz i thought everyone won't remember the birthday of a retarded prick like me. u guys realli made my day too.



Goo Goo Dolls - Iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am


YOU ARE ETHER!

Well, well... you are the mysterious Fifth Element!
The Fifth Element, Ether, is used or conjured
in many ancient religions or magics, but is not
something found on this plane. Those that have
been able to make the ascension to the Ether
are truly evolved people, possessed with
heightened senses of intelligence, perception,
and empathy that others simply don't have.
Everyday possessions aren't of much interest -
you are beyond that. You tend to gravitate to
open spaces, changing environments, and won't
saddle yourself with one style or decision.
Indeed, just one type of career isn't of
interest to you either, as your need to
constantly continue evolving and growing won't
allow you to settle down. Sadly, this need may
also impact your social life as well. You tend
to have few friends as not many people
understand you, and fewer relationships because
you simply outgrow them.

Don't be discouraged by this, though. You are truly
one of the unique, for very few people have
been able to achieve this type of
enlightenment. Be proud and use your knowledge
and experiences to teach and help others as
much as you can. Good luck and congratulations!

Now that you have an idea of your strengths and
weaknesses, why don't you put them to the test?
If you follow my lead I can take you to a game
world where you can explore different sides of
yourself and taste real power. Just follow my
lead, enter a name...

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eeeeeee smelly. i can't even last 8 rounds. and i wanna run 12. hurhur. so much for x-country dreams. remaining as dreams. better run again tomorrow.
lol. cross country is in a week's time... and i can't even last a 15 minutes endurance run. stupid me. act cool only. LOL.

sch sucks on tuesday. today i had only 3 periods of lessons. 2 of which were maths, not too bad. but GP killed it. as usual. hahahah... fucking thinesh forced me to buy a damn balloon for $5. like wow la, walking around with a balloon during lesson. haha, for fuck i ask. for fuck. LOL. now i'm broke. thanks man, i love u vice cap.

kns la. then i had to do my maths assignment then happily leave it at home. ended up doing 2 questions again during lesson. retarded. heh. then went for my chinese tea appreciation at Tea Chapter. excellent stuff. can tell that charlene went mad at the end when she offered me 2 shots of tea (there goes my sleep for tonight). hah. then i went to town to get a present. like wow. i thought it would cost like $30. turns out to be less. thanks ah.

boring day. no training = boring. haha.

ain't all bad though, had 3 periods of john smith. (benjy says it's either as interesting as watching paint dry or it's as interesting as watching grass grow) i guess it ain't all bad... just that it gets draggy alot of the time (like watching cows come home, eh HEH). haha... first time i slept in mr lee's tutorial. and he didn't mind. which was surprising. horribly drained la.

growing fat again. must train. lose weight. eat less. self discipline is vital.

haha. went to chen su lan children's home to help out for the home visit stuff. benji and i managed to get a free ride from mr lee to the place (guys only. HAH) but we kind of missed the turning so we ended up being late rather than early. heh.

not too shabby la that place. i've seen worse. the children were quite ok i guess, quite like teaching my pri 2 cousin. haha. but my cousin make these kids look bad as a troublemaker. had this interested kid who i was supposed to tutor for art (he was designing some letters using drawing blocks if i'm not wrong) but got pulled away to clean fans halfway. good thing there was huiping to help him for his art and craft since i'm a straight F student in that stupid subject. haha... quite nice how he pulled me aside later on when i went back to stand under the fans to cool down, insisting that i read to him his 101 dalmatians book. haha... being the lazy ass that i am, i told him to read his story to me instead... and it became a story about dogs, cats and chickens in a fight. hurhur. these kids can study. but they are just kind of lazy and all. and are a little more wild compared to the kids that singaporean parents always train with a cane.

relatively enjoyable la. but the retarded thing is that they gave us a bus there. but no transport back. stupid sch ppl who only can only think one way sial.

yay! rejoice! woohoo!