wah ta ma de.
left the house with $74.
reach home with $20.
best.

almost $40 on cabfare alone today.
bukit panjang -> orchard ($15)
orchard -> jurong -> home ($24)

hahah. had an outing with the 411. played pool with a sweaty grip till i don't wanna play it no more. god i missed those guys. its because of them tt i feel almost alive again. seeing mark toh, victor, hongsex, jing liang, esmond, weiliang, anus, tim, max, william, shihan&shiwen (yes even shiwen), clarence, NOORDIN (part-time 411), joakim (412) and yong teng is a reminder that SJI was never the wrong choice. kinda sad zameer wasn't there, but it's not his fault. NS is tiring. i'll know tt in a week's time.

maybe next week i'll be going back SJI again. go leh go leh. let's all go together and shock tung.

met peter, sidney, muthiah, naveeeeeeeeeeeeeen and xinhe on 700 when i was heading home. the first 4 mentioned were all heading to peter's house to watch 3 fucking seasons of goodness gracious me on vcd. fuck. i wanna go too! doesn't help tt there's booze. bloody conspiracy i tell u. oh well... i'm seeing sidney next friday at pasir ris. HURHUR. swee la. more friends.

and i digress.... YES back. then at bukit panjang i made a detour to meet another friend at orchard... AGAIN at 12:10am. thx man. $15 taxi. hurhur. nvm la... at least i had a farking merc cab to sit in. HURHUR. shiok shiok on the butt, not for the wallet. can't remember the rest of it liao... onli thing i know is tt I'm BACK! @ 3:00am.

let's see who i'll meet on friday:
1. teng siang
2. wei liang
3. chin chong
4. sidney

can't remember who else. hurhur. OH CALAMITY. 8 days left. i think.

2x 400m warm up
1x 2.4km run
1x 400m cool down

2 hrs of pool

SWEET!
10 more days.

YES!

ran a decent distance today! in the afternoon too i might add. bwahaha. much needed sun. kinda stinks how i'm so far after all the evening runs. oh yes... then played a little soccer with the wall. (noone to play with me. HINT HINT) haha. it's quite disgusting how much weight i've gained. MORE MORE MORE weight loss!

gonna go running with ts tmr morning. (or is it later in the morning) woohoo! gotta keep it up. keep it up!

DOUBLE YES!

i actually got an allowance topup from my parents! hurhur. farewell spendings. thoughful act, albeit a small amount. im feeling rich. but then again. i spend money too easily. HURHUR.

christmas stinks.
never liked it. never will.

no expectations.
no disappointment.

13 days left.

CHEEBYE
WAD HAPPENED TO THE WEIGHT I LOST!

how come 1 day nv exercise i lose all of it.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

hahahah
ANOTHER 4 HOURS OF POOL!
won everyone for the first hour.
then got beaten by everyone. HEHEHEHEHE. nvm! it was fun! though frustrating, but fun nonetheless!

then we had carrot cake and an ice cream. like wow la. i feel like a small kid now. HRUHUR.

16 days more. still don't feel anything. LOL. and i haven't bought the gifts i need to send. bleh.

yay! i feel alive... again.
i shall give u the chronlogy of events today/=.

1:00 - went to collect testimonial from sch
1:15 - shocked to see the shitty testimonial filled with typos
1:30 - made my way down to suntec
2:10 - met melvin at suntec
2:30 - called alexis horny to join us for pool. he says no
2:45 - had lunch @ suntec food court
3:15 - went to bukit timah
4:30 - horny changes his mind. begins to move his lazy ass out of the house
4:45 - melvin & i start playing pool
6:45 - horny steps into bkt timah pool hall. lots of trash talk from kevin.
8:35 - game finish. go home.

SCORES

8-ball
MELVIN - KEVIN ::
1 - 6
ALEXIS - KEVIN ::
5 - 2 (kena whack.)
9-ball
MELVIN - KEVIN ::
2 - 3
ALEXIS - KEVIN ::
5 - 9 (i scored 6 consecutive 9-ball combinations. smelly.)

so i am $25 poorer today. 4 hours of pool cost $22. at least the table and cues don't suck. (i paid 7). LOL. then there's food... and other shit. yup.

so i'm left with $10 in my wallet. i started the week with $175. SIMI LANJIAO! someone get me a job. was considering the crave party. oh well. too bad.

fuck u.
give me my life back.

hahah

-bought a dakine backpack.

wow i'm on a roll. HAHAH. one item a week. i'll soon be broke. somebody confiscate my wallet please. SONG BOH.

but on a more serious note... i think i'm mad.i've turned down 5 offers by my parents to go overseas this month alone.
-one offer was to sydney, which i realli wanted to visit again. but then again, i might end up there studying if i'm good/bad enough. hahaha.
-another offer was to melbourne. same as above.
-new zealand. same as above above.
-italy. fuck. i don't know why i turned this one down. i'm like dying to go there. knnbccb. haha.
-holland. dunno why also.

i think i've become afraid of flying. after such a long break from taking 'em. weird.

yesterday
-played hockey. and some crazy bball. hahah
-bought a 5-book chinese novel ($44)


today
-bought new shoes (wave phantoms. wheeeeeeeee. cheaper too) (<$100)
-reported the loss of some gay nkf card at orchard npc. haha

Headline Howlers (Real Newspaper Headlines)

-Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says

-Police Begin Campaign to Run Down Jaywalkers

-Drunkard Gets Nine Months in Violin Case

-Is There a Ring of Debris around Uranus?

-Prostitutes Appeal to Pope

-Panda Mating Fails; Veterinarian Takes Over

-Eye Drops off Shelf

-Squad Helps Dog Bite Victim

-Plane Too Close to Ground, Crash Probe Told

-Stolen Painting Found by Tree

-Two Soviet Ships Collide, One Dies

-Killer Sentenced to Die for Second Time in 10 Years

-War Dims Hope for Peace
-Typhoon Rips Through Cemetery; Hundreds Dead

-Man Struck by Lightning Faces Battery Charge

-Astronaut Takes Blame for Gas in Spacecraft

-Chef Throws His Heart into Helping Feed Needy

-Local High School Dropouts Cut in Half

-Air Head Fired

-Steals Clock, Faces Time

-Sex Education Delayed, Teachers Request Training

-Include your Children When Baking Cookies

-Kids Make Nutritious Snacks

Wackiness: 62/100
Rationality: 68/100
Constructiveness: 56/100
Leadership: 64/100





You are a WRCL--Wacky Rational Constructive Leader. This makes you a Golden God.

You think fast and have a smart mouth, and you are a hoot to your friends and razorwire to your enemies. You hold a grudge like a brass ring. You crackle.

Although you have a leader's personality, you often choose not to lead, as leaders stray too far from their audience. You probably weren't very popular in high school--the joke's on them!

You may be a rock star.




quiz here

it's been a few days.
feeling alot better.

but i still feel the guilt that lingers behind after my grandpa's funeral.
its easier to say "put it behind u. u have to move on" than doing it.

it's hard putting aside 18 years of my life, more than 10 of which was spent living with my grandparents. i had a wonderful time living with them, probably the best time i've ever had.

my grandparents probably doted on me the most. my grandpa used to bring me for walks every evening around holland village for comics and supper at the coffee shop. he never once hit me in my 10 years. scoldings were few and far between. now tt i look back at it, i feel guilty when i used to yell at him as a small kid whenever he bought the wrong food for me. kinda tragic tt most of the stuff tt he has bought for me aren't around anymore. i only hold on to a few photographs and the photograph used for the funeral.

he had a good life i guess. my great grandfather doted on him. 10 siblings. a great wife. 3 kids. 6 grandchildren. lived life without a worry. he was quite a fit man too, until after his stroke. booze, diabetes and the stroke kinda forced him to be on constant medication. at least he left without the need for dialysis. would have prolonged his sufferings here. if only i was at the hospital when he left.

73 glorious years for a fantastic grandpa. i just hope he's happier where he's gone. and tt he remembers me.